Never Say Never Chocolate Chip Cookies

Well, it has been a long summer consisting of a cross-country road trip with 3 small children, 2 months living somewhat uprooted, a promising internship, another cross-country road trip back home, only to be welcomed by a severely moldy and inhabitable house. My first 4 days home were slated for baking and decorating a gluten-free wedding cake for 300, complicated by the fact I now had no kitchen to work in. Graciously we were invited to our pastor's house for over a week and I was given free reign of the entire kitchen and double oven.

Meanwhile my husband and a friend removed all the carpet from our basement, threw away our couch, ottoman and 3 bags of clothes in addition to bleaching the floors, wiring up a replacement dryer (ours broke the night before our road trip out west), completing all the work for his summer term classes and preparing for his final Fall semester. Oh, but I am not finished, friends. We both had back to back wedding receptions to play at (we are musicians) the Saturday after we returned, which was 5 days after we landed back home, and I had to prepare homeschool curriculum for my three daughters, which we were trying to start in conjunction with the local school in one week! I don't know about you but all this chaos makes me think of making a cocktail, or baking up a fresh, hot, gooey batch of old-fashioned comforting chocolate chip cookies. But, alas! How is it even possible to make something so delicious, the flavor and texture that sticks in our minds from childhood, and do it gluten-free?

I have to say, the first time I made this recipe it literally brought tears to my eyes. Since my diagnosis of Celiac Disease I was certain that things like chocolate chip cookies, cake, bread, and so on, were just a fond memory I would file away in my mind and only be able to revisit in my fondest dreams. I tried store bought gluten-free cookies that tasted more like an imitation of Chips Ahoy made with sawdust. I had given up all hope of any normalcy in my life. Then I came across Glutenfree Goddess's recipe for Buckwheat Chocolate Chip Cookies. It didn't sound like the recipe I was hoping for at first, but that very first taste of cookie dough erased all my previous notions of living an altered existence of tasteless food. Not only did it turn out to be a remarkable substitute, but it is quite frankly the best chocolate chip cookie recipe I have ever tasted. It is so good, in fact, that my gluten-eating counterparts ask for the recipe. I love glutenfreegoddess.com and I know you will, too. She has inspired me to NEVER GIVE UP that hope of loving the food you eat, especially when it has to be gluten-free.

I have altered her recipe slightly to accomodate the things I normally keep in my kitchen. If you are vegan or have milk/dairy allergies please use her recipe on her website just as it appears (http://glutenfreegoddess.blogspot.com/2008/03/buckwheat-chocolate-chip-cookies.html) But, if you don't have to substitute eggs, milk or butter, this altered recipe will be more accessable.

Dry ingredients:
1 cup buckwheat flour
1 cup sorghum flour
1/2 cup tapioca starch
1 1/2 teaspoons xanthan gum
1 1/2 teaspoons baking soda
1 teaspoon sea salt

Wet ingredients
1 cup butter, room temperature
1 1/2 cups organic light brown sugar, packed
1 tablespoon bourbon vanilla
2 eggs, room temperature
4 tablespoons milk

1 12-oz semi-sweet or bittersweet chocolate chips

In a large mixing bowl whisk together the dry ingredients. In a separate bowl, beat the butter, brown sugar and vanilla until they are smooth. Add in the eggs, one at a time. Add the dry ingredients a little at a time alternating with the milk, until a dough forms. Add the chocolate chips and mix together by hand. Cover and chill for at least an hour. (I like to transfer my dough into a tupperware and store in the freezer, and make a few at a time.)

Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Use either an aluminum cookie sheet or parchment paper for best results. Scoop tablespoons of dough and form them into balls about 2 inches apart. Press them down just a little. Bake in the center of a pre-heated oven for 12 to 17 minutes, or until the cookies are firm. let the cookies cool for 2 minutes on the cookie sheet before moving them to a cooling rack. They will get crispier as they cool. This recipe makes 20 large cookies.

Source: glutenfreegoddess.blogspot.com